Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Is the right girl closer than i think?... :(?
Im a 19 year old white college student and it seems to me that im never gonna find the right girl, this college is a tech school, 2 year, not a university, i cant afford it.. it seems to me that all the girls at school wanna date the redneck guys etc.. i live in north GA and 90% of the girls in my area are easy... course, that could be because of my ex.. she was bipolar and cheated on me 4 times in a week, but i loved her anyway.. blinded by love, she was my first everything, kiss, sex, etc.. hot.. but crazy, that was december 2010... anyway, i just wanna find "the one"... ive got a minor form of ceberal palsy, but it doesnt affect me mentally, i keep wondering if thats what drives them away my phyical appearance...im not ugly in my opinion, just my legs are bowed and i walk funyfrom everybody else is about it.... blond hair, broad shoulders, hazel eyes, a lil built upper body... i just want someone who wont cheat or backstab me, whos great, nice loving, appealling in my eyes etc... i just havent found her and i feel extremely lonely :(.. and i feel worse cuz, my ex told me before we ended it that shed be the only girl id ever be with... she has a new boyfriend, and im here alone :(
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